Friends.

After a few months I've had, I now know the meaning of ''friends'' and I have come to a realisation that there's ONLY two types of friends; True friends who stands by you, be there for you, comfort you, let you cry on their shoulder. Face book friends, who you just say 'hey' occasionally at Deaf events/parties and feel awkward if there's silence between you for a few seconds, who you bumped into once every year or a few, and have a short catch up, you both just go your own, get on with your own lives and forget about each other until you crossed each other's paths again.


After everything that had happened, I'm starting to feel like Moona again, I finally find myself smiling more often, I stopped having nightmares which I'm glad or just stupidly cry or get so angry over such ridiculous stuffs ( funnily enough, I normally don't get angry.) Two weeks ago I starts to go to gym  and I decided that I want to lose weight but I have a huge problem, I love foods too much but I still exercise more often, and I WILL TRY DO IT! My favourite classes are water workout and step up, they made me feel so great!! I'm learning to drive again after stopped for a month and a half, and I'm looking forward to my driving test anyway, in a couple of months. :)


One certain person once told me, that is my mother, she said to me ''you don't need friends to makes your own dreams'' & ''the only person you can always trust is yourself'' and I did had a few flashbacks from my past, I have been betrayed and it wasn't a nice feeling. That is when it hitted me,  no-one is perfect, and everyone had friends like this. I think I know who are my friends, and I very much thank them for complete me, otherwise I wouldn't be the Moona I will be today, so thank you all, and you know who you are, lucky people.
Muchas loves.