What is love?

LOVE.
What is love?

How does it feels being in love?

How do you know it is love?

Do you really love them?

But what love really means?

Google apparently think they have the answer to everything.... but they don't have all the answers, and it is indeed interesting...why? Because no-one mention that it will break your heart, a some of warning would be nice beforehand though.

IF only I knew love was that painful, or that I might come across as fragile and heartbroken, I wouldn't fallen in love in the first place but again, a wise person once told me, you only fell in love once. I still don't know if I have been in love before or not..but she says I will know just like that. I guess I have something to looking forward to now... :D 

Cardiff BABY!

CARDIFF!!! CARDIFF!!! CARDIFF!!! CARDIFF!!!

I'm so frigging excited and I have never been to Wales before...I have been asked to go to Wales, I never could...but in 2 weeks time. For NDCS training level 1...I'm looking forward to meeting new people, and learn things such as volunteer boundaries & confidentiality, health & safety, and etc. BUT the most thing I'm looking forward is to seeing Heather Louise Thomas she's one of my bestie (who have thought we would become such good friends, haha) It had been a year now since I last saw her before I was commited to six month project..I'm looking forward to our bitching session, meals, drinks, boat ride, and etc. :) I'm excited excited excited. :DDD Thanks to Blackberry, we literally spoken every day, but it's more often now...and it's good thing. When she moved in Cardiff, I will try and visit her more often, seeing that she will have her own flat..bring on the houseparties. *dances* :) I hope I won't bump into sheeps there...:P

Indian beauty!

The very first time I wore a sari. why? For a laugh, to look beautiful, to show off, and to take loads of pictures with Rita and the family I've stayed & lived with for the whole three months. When I went out in sari, people just dropped their mouths, I was chuckled inside and I was pleased but shy in a way and my neighbours were asking me ''are you indian?'' but I'm not indian but I'm very flattered to be called one. The beautiful redish sari with beautifully gold design, along with a tight black tube top, with make up and end perfect with a tika. :)

An amaaaa-zing lake.

The amazing lake that we found almost in the middle of nowhere literally, when we 22 in total excitedly were on our way to Pokhara, after hours & hours, some of us begin to feel sick cause by the bumps of the roads, they weren't very good road at all. Some of us desperately need to go to toilet, so we stopped for a short break. When we saw that lake, we just go mad, running outside with our cameras and just clicking away. It was so breathtaking, it was like wow. I'd never though I would see something so beautiful in Nepal. It was very difficult to get on the beach, we had to walked down the steep hill, I was panicking, as I almost fell over but I kept my cool and carried on, with help from Matthew. :) the view was just blowing me away BUT the smell, not very much, its stink to be honest, and it smells like salt. Weird right?! And the weird part is I don't know what the lake is called...hmm. Mystery. right?!

I wish I could stop the time.

Blimey hell, where had time gone and I honestly can say I had actually forgetten all about it, I was planned to put pictures and some short stories but time had flies too quickly. I will upload few more pictures from Nepal, Africa, Turkey and many more. Bye xx

FUNFAIR!

I just love funfairs, I mean who wouldn't? You'd be crazy to hate the roller coasts...

Since from I was a little girl I always had a fear, a REALLY bad fear of heights but it just excite me, all that wild rush going through me, when I tried my hard to scream at the top of my lungs, but there's no sound coming out at all, and then I close my eyes really tight, and then the rides went downhill, through all those lopes, under, over and get water splashing on us, and down, and I just keep screaming, and screaming........and then STOP! I was gasp, panting, and try to catch my breath. Thanks god that it was over..

PHEW!!

After I looked at the photos, and oh my god it was really cringe to see myself, but I'm still scared of heights but I just love roller coast is it because I know I'm always safe, hm?

After the fourth rides, I was beginning to get really bad banging headaches, and I feel so sick, and I knew I just wanted to throw up, like now. When I smell those chips, and groans, I just ran out to the field, sweating, and try not to throwed up but I did.

A lesson to be learnt....

NEVER eat food before go on the rides, otherwise it will make you SICK!!

Fuck grammar!

Know what?

I'm now 20...

I didn't get the grammar in English, adverbs, nouns, verbs, plural, singles and etc...
like I don't know the difference between, made, makes, and make...!
I'm always confused which the specifically right words to use.
I'm utterly rubbish at past tenses, again...I don't get it when
people people use ''ed'' and ''ing'' in the same sentence, is it past or present?

What? what? what? what?
But if you think about it...
Noone's english is perfect, agree?!
But at least we can write and speak...
So we don't need to worry about that shit!

Or do we have to? :S