I wish I could stop the time.

Blimey hell, where had time gone and I honestly can say I had actually forgetten all about it, I was planned to put pictures and some short stories but time had flies too quickly. I will upload few more pictures from Nepal, Africa, Turkey and many more. Bye xx

FUNFAIR!

I just love funfairs, I mean who wouldn't? You'd be crazy to hate the roller coasts...

Since from I was a little girl I always had a fear, a REALLY bad fear of heights but it just excite me, all that wild rush going through me, when I tried my hard to scream at the top of my lungs, but there's no sound coming out at all, and then I close my eyes really tight, and then the rides went downhill, through all those lopes, under, over and get water splashing on us, and down, and I just keep screaming, and screaming........and then STOP! I was gasp, panting, and try to catch my breath. Thanks god that it was over..

PHEW!!

After I looked at the photos, and oh my god it was really cringe to see myself, but I'm still scared of heights but I just love roller coast is it because I know I'm always safe, hm?

After the fourth rides, I was beginning to get really bad banging headaches, and I feel so sick, and I knew I just wanted to throw up, like now. When I smell those chips, and groans, I just ran out to the field, sweating, and try not to throwed up but I did.

A lesson to be learnt....

NEVER eat food before go on the rides, otherwise it will make you SICK!!

Fuck grammar!

Know what?

I'm now 20...

I didn't get the grammar in English, adverbs, nouns, verbs, plural, singles and etc...
like I don't know the difference between, made, makes, and make...!
I'm always confused which the specifically right words to use.
I'm utterly rubbish at past tenses, again...I don't get it when
people people use ''ed'' and ''ing'' in the same sentence, is it past or present?

What? what? what? what?
But if you think about it...
Noone's english is perfect, agree?!
But at least we can write and speak...
So we don't need to worry about that shit!

Or do we have to? :S

Volcanic Ash.

This morning, I woke up...so excited and I can't wait to get out of London, it was like ''bye bye COLD London and hello hello HOT Africa'' and then the phone rings, due to my deafness I couldn't hear/speak on the phone...I can see my daddy got angry to the other side of the phone, I did tried to read his lips but it was impossible and I don't know why...maybe it was his work or something and then mum came in my room and says ''darling, we're not going to Africa tonight'' my heart just drop and I just stop and go crazy, keep asking mum ''why why why'' and she said ''the flights got cancelled due to some volcanic ash problem''...

http://news.uk.msn.com/photos/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=153036031

After I went out, treating myself to a haircut and wandering around the streets in High St. I didn't see what I like and then I bought sushi, and cakes for family and back home. Tonight I'm planning to chill out in front of TV and RELAX.

My flight got delayed and now it's on Monday 19th April 2010, at 8pm....*fingers crossed* I will get on that plane. :P

A phone is a phone.

A phone is a phone, right?

It fucking doesn't matter what kind of brand you got, it don't matter if your phone have Internet or not, WHAT does matter is that if you CAN keep in touch with someone via text or call. that's perfect and I don't see whats the problem.

I has a blackberry myself and everyone is insanely obsessed with their blackberries, and I can honestly tell you I'm not pass that stage yet, I can't see how can people be on their blackberry 24/7 with their eyes glued on it...jeez, two of my sisters got a blackberry...I cannot get through to them, I actually had to PIN them, or text them.

People with blackberries always compared what brand are their, like curve 8520 or bold...9700 or 9800 or 8900 or whatever, people think some are shit..pft.

A phone is just a fucking phone, huh?!


People encouraged my Deaf sister, Samira to have a Blackberry, she keeps insisting not to, because she tried out my phone and she find it extremely BORING! she said ''blackberry is bored, I don't know why people always ogling over it, what do you do all day, go on face book on 24/7 - pfft, I have better thing to do with my life rather wasting my time on blackberries''


...and then I was like..aah, people are influenced over the latest technology. what people have, other people MUST have...damn you technologies.


And what the hell is going on with people having a war over blackberry and IPhone?


Can someone tell me whats going on? Anybody..

AFRICA.

AFRICA!!!  AFRICA!!! AFRICA!!! AFRICA!!!

I'm excited going there soon, I just got back from Nepal and I'm already bored of UK...It's not because I got bored easily, it's because I got nothing better to do here...like wasting my day, be a coach potato...err but no thanks.

Mum asked me to go with her, I did doubted it and then I realised what have I got to lose? So I just booked it yesterday and the funny thing is that I'm leaving....TOMORROW.

Am I insane, but plan things at the last minutes thrilled me, it makes my life a bit more excited, I believe. :)

I believe that anywhere is better than being here, and I like to visit the places around the world, I realised I love it, I love learning the other culture, religion, people, faiths, belief and it amazes me, sometime it blow me away...

I will definitely tell you about my trip to Africa, Kenya, Nairobi. :)

Until then, ciao.

Born to love chicken.

My obsession with chicken...

I LOVE CHICKEN, who know me, know that I love chicken, everytime I go out to the restaurants, I ALWAYS ordered something with chicken....

Despites everything, I never knew how meats made and how were they killed, after staying three months in Nepal, oh GOD. I actually witnessed saw a bunch of goats got butchered, and the blood was dripping everywhere (it was like a scene from a scary films) and it just gives me goose bumps and I just can’t get the imagines out of my fucking head!! *groans* I feel sick for a bit afterward.

In Nepal culture, they’re against eating beef, as it’s their beliefs, they believe that the cows are the goddess and they worshipped them, because they believe that the cows are the way of the life.

In all restaurants in Nepal you won’t find ANY beef on the menu, not eating beef for 3 months, and now I’m back to England, I can’t stand the sights/smell of beef, and I swore to myself i want to be a vegetarian one day myself, I did tried it myself, two weeks and after this I just couldn’t do it, I ordered myself a huge plate of chicken momos and suffered them down, and it was delicious, just like heaven. I realised from that moment...I can’t be a vegetarian; maybe it is because I love chicken too much...hmm, how interesting.

My ''poem'' about chicken...it might sound a bit stupid but funny!! (I think)

''Chicken, I grew up eating chicken all the time,

chicken all kind, I eat it with rice, in a bun, with chips, with salads and moreee...

It's so crispy, soft and tender all inside..it's so golden brown and it smells delicious...

I can't live without it, it's like my own brand of drugs and I can't live with it,

without it I go mad, and I will probably gone cold turkey without it.

I love you chicken :P''